I've never had a ton of close friends, so for the past 5 years I've grown used to doing everything with Adam. I don't usually get invited to go out and do things. Not really sure why, I guess people just assume that since I'm married, I don't want to go out and have fun, which obviously isn't the case.
I've been to a total of maybe 3 parties in my whole life and I'm fine with that but at the same time, in the past 6 months, I've only gone out with friends a few times. So sometimes I think maybe I'm not cut out for this; maybe I'm just better off accepting that the fact that I only have a few friends isn't going to change.
Getting to the point, though, I'm just like anyone else. I like to have fun. Maybe my idea of fun isn't the same as everyone else's and maybe I just need to find some friends who enjoy doing the same stuff that I do and who aren't going to hesitate before inviting me to hang out with them. Like anyone else, I want to be included in my friends life, not when its just convenient for them. I want to be acknowledged which I'm pretty sure is all anyone has ever wanted.
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